10.10

I am unwell.  I have been mostly bedridden today.  I have severe abdominal pain.  Possibly, an inflammation of the pelvic region.  Either way, it is excruciatingly painful.

Was out in Durban getting supplies yesterday before I became ill.  It was warm and beautiful, but I felt completely out of place...I want to write more but this pain is great and nothing seems right.  After the sun came a splendid rain, washed everything down.  It rains often here.  Spasms of pain, I must lay down.  I feel weak, helpless, useless.